Hubby

I think I'm at that point in my marriage where "sleeping together" means, moving closer to each other in bed.

Kristle

Last night went well. Work was interesting. Told katie about how I think I'm emotionally cheating on Dave and hear kristle is doing the same thing but different. With the same person as me. Except he guy is married as well mine isn't. But it made me feel much better, that I'm not alone. She said that this guy fills what her husband doesn't. Actually tells her she is pretty and talks to her and knows more about her than her husband. My situation is a little more difficult and different but I will take it and feel better.

Empty

Not feeling much of anything right now. I just finished my sub and I need to get back to school but I can't quite move yet. Let me just rest my head for a little while?

Death on a toilet.

On Friday I was cleaning up my favorite resident and he fell off the toilet to his knees. I tried to pick him up but he was very big. The LPN came in and we laid him on the ground slowly and rested his head on a pillow. When the RN came we rolled him over on his back and pronounced him dead. This was very hard to deal with. They think he had a heart attack. We (the staff) were his family.
I miss him so much and blame myself for his death.
It was hard to watch a DNR take his last breaths and be able to do nothing.

Unhappy

I need someone to talk to and I'm not quite sure if I have anyone. My hearts not at ease, I have impure thoughts, and in every scenero, I'm still unhappy. I think I'm emotionally cheating on my husband.