realization

so I cut my hair after the wedding. Did anyone notice... I didn't think so. I wear my hair halfway up and curled today. "Oh you look good with your hair down. As if it has ever been in a ponytail! I always where my hair down!
I really think that since I gained 60 lbs no body even know who I am...sigh with a tear. It does suck but the deppo shot and all my meds don't help. I'm depressed. And now not taking my pills because I think it is making me more fat. Which then makes me not want to do anything but sleep.
I don't like this.

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