tired

I'm guessing that I'm just in that depressive state again. I am tired all the time. Headaches and sick. Eh. Maybe its just this place. Or is it that I want a baby but know that I need to think reasonable and try for school first? Or that I know there is a chance that I'm going to start my pre requisits and freak out cause I don't remeber a thing. I know dave will help me but he isn't always there. And if I do fail, then we may still have to wait for a baby because we will have more bills.
Why do I feel the need to take on more than one thing at a time. This all started with the wedding. I had two full time jobs, bought a house, planned a wedding, and had my parents move in.
I do want a baby now but I need to settle down. I honestly wish I was pregnant now so id have an excuse for all this weight gain. I guess doing everything at once wasn't really the best thing for me.

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