update?

so once again here i am wondering why? why do i hate? I get on facebook and all i read are a bunch of fake people talking about how awesome their lives are. life sucks ass. here i am busting my ass trying to get through school and go to work not knowing what it for dinner and you want to say the you life is tough? you have no idea! now mind you the person that said that their life is tough is my sister. the 19 year old with a husband and a 1 year old who still lives at home. right now her life is as easy as life will ever come. so dont take that for grantie. because it wont be like that forever. im tired of feeling depressed all the time like im the only one out there and right now i am. but that is just..... wow.